I Do Have my Moments

Right, now I don't want anyone worrying but I thought I would share this poem with you which I wrote back in early February. I now have stopped the early evening depressions and am feeling a lot brighter, so now feel ready to share it with you all.

As I lie each night on my side in bed

The reality and thoughts go through my head.

The wet silent tears run down my face

Changing the colour of my pillowcase.

I so try to keep my sobs at bay

But my snotty sniffs are a sure give away

This hurt and pain that I try to hide

Have obviously been all pent up inside. 

Theres been more ups than downs within this sentence

But at times like this I just vent my vengeance

For most of the time I really have been coping

And despise myself for all this self-sorry moping.

I really can feel so much love and support

Which has taken me further than I'd ever thought

The flowers, the gifts, cards, ironing and cooking

Have carried me forward without even looking.