Arghhhhhhhh

Bad day.

On my way to work this morning I dropped Rebecca off at mum and dad's, then Tommy and Oscar off at football training. Really didn't feel up to going in, got more and more tired and fuzzy brained as the day went on. Left an hour early and came home to bed. 

Sobbed my little heart out as I am so frustrated with being like this, I know it's just the drugs making me feel like this and they won't be there forever and are doing the job to reduce the tumour. But it's so exhausting. 

Uncle Fester.

Poor Jan came to the door to find a bald, grey eyed, mascara smudged monster! 

Cancer fatigue common effects include:
Difficulty doing the smallest chores – even everyday activities like brushing your hair, (hello, what hair?) showering or cooking can seem impossible.
A feeling of having no energy – as if you could spend the whole day in bed.
A feeling of having no strength to do anything.
Lack of concentration.
Having trouble thinking, speaking, or making decisions.
Difficulty remembering things.
Feeling breathless after only light activity.
Dizziness or a feeling of light-headedness.
Difficulty sleeping (insomnia).
Loss of sex drive.
Feeling more emotional than usual.
Fatigue can affect the way you think and feel. You may find it impossible to concentrate on anything. This may affect your work, but it can also occur with things that you usually enjoy doing – even reading or watching TV can be difficult.

Fatigue can affect your relationships with family and friends. It may make you become impatient with people around you, or you may avoid going out or being with friends because it’s too much effort.

I took part in the sun-tanning Olympics - I just got bronze